Life changing people!!

A few days ago, this thought came across, after i saw this phrase on Fitness First wall:

There are no strangers, just peoples that you haven met/know.

I can't really remember the exact phrase on the wall, but the rough meaning is there.

Last time, when I have to count how many friends do i have, my answer will always be like: 3?? Hmm.. they would be:
Peng Chin, my die hard room mate plus bestie.

Fern, my die hard secondary school mate plus bestie whom i still kept in touch with most of the time, although we are apart between 2 countries.

Lynn, my die hard poly course mate, who introduced me to my current 2nd home. A girl who somehow change my life.

After counting these friends, I think my friend list had increased the number. Curious?? Beg me lah then I'll tell!!
I bet you guys are!! Who will be added into Leelee's friend list?

To be honest, my friend list ain't has any changes for so many years, not even when I started to join Haiyin, but now, I had finally added some into it!!

Papa, Ivan, Han Chong, Xiu Min,  Deenie, Jun Hao, Gabby

I mean my life changes quite fair bit after the teenage camp, after we hanged out more often. I love how they talk, especially Papa!! Some people might think he is guniang, but to me, or to us, that's him. That's him with all the special effect, facial expression, nasty thought!! He taught me to believe in myself, follow what my heart say..Encouraging me to do more ATTACK!!.=)

Ivan, a guy who looked damn fierce, who I don't really dare to evoke, or to be near him, But after running the performance with him, I guessed I was wrong about this person. He was quite friendly (if you take times to know him), not that fierce but still don't dare to challenge him. He is the one who I think I can learn more about music, or like talent thingy..

Han Chong, a person who all of them think he is a good guy etc etc.. I can't say much but my impression towards him: a nice guy who will help if you asked help from him, not really you need to ask, he also will help if he feels that you need help or something.. A nice guy I can say!!

Jun Hao, Deenie, Xiu min, Gabby. Friendly friends!! Love to hang out with them, such a easy going people!! I felt so comfort when i'm with them! Need not to worry if I say something wrong!! Coz they are just nice to make fun with, hang out with!

My kids also contributed to my life!! Less meaningful without their naughtiness!!

Last but not least. (must mentioned him, if not he angry me!!), my lovely epic BF!!

Preecha Teoh!! Muahaha!!
A lovely guy, who tolerated with my temper for more than a year!! Appreciates that!
Anyway, I'm glad that I am able to throw my tantrum on him!!
You crazy ah?? Why say like that??
Err... because i know he will not left me even though i throw my tantrum on him, but he will get angry lah! If i kept throw too much tantrum, heheh!! (You will not wanna mess with him when he is angry!! His head and hand will started to gesture like indian!!)

 Last friend added too!!

Me lah!! A post without many of my face how can??

1st Batam Honeymoon with a real man!!

Just went to Batam on the April but feels like months ago.. 
My very 1st overseas travel with him, cheap yet happy. Although we do argue over small things over there, but we do enjoyed most of our trip except he cant make out with me cox I'm having super heavy flow, and it does affect my mood to be honest. I cant swim, I cant soak myself in the tube with him, lost quite a lot of sweet memories. 

We have candle light dinner, the food was same like the last time i had with Lynn. Nothing fantastic!! Bleh!
We had seafood dinner the next day, super de salty.. But still can taste the freshness of it.

I felt sorry for him as we dont make out for that 3 days and he was enduring that!! Solute my man!!

All sorts of GRUMBLES

The photo is taken via my HTC Window 8X front camera. We have been together for almost 7 months. I am glad that we are still in a relationship, as my longest relationship is only 6-7 months. 

We never really quarrel before but we do have some different opinion for certain things and when I'm in a bad mood, he will be my 1st choice sandbag. I really need to apologize to him for making him one. I cried a few times at his place and sometimes without him knowing. I thought I had changed, but I am still the same when I met some problems, my mind still choose to run away, I need to change for this, because I really wanna be with him. Only him.

Just met him and I miss him already, I hope his deployment end early, be home safely. 
Dharma Children Class started, this is the 2nd week, and I didn't realized  I made the wrong schedule for my P1/P2 class. Shame on me =.=!! 

Went for shopping this afternoon, was so shag to squeezed into the train, lots of human out there during weekend. I took the slimming pills again. So exhausted and tired, hungry but no appetite. I think I have to take it every other day instead of every morning. Bought 2 pants, 1 for myself and 1 for my PC. Bf's pants only $5 each. Grab like mad, and today i know his pant size is 28, so small.. Also got a sexy sleeping dress for Ayunie as her wedding gift. Not sure whether she will wear it, but hope it can help her to make more babies. =P

Saw a Cheongsam in a shop at Little India, took a photo and called Grace but she didn't pick up the call. She called back at night, and tell me a bit of story about Pheng. Pheng actually told her that she is being sandwiched between me and Sister Looi, say that Sister is very petty, and I never think before I talk. I had to admit that I was unhappy about the statement, perhaps its because sometimes I don't admit my mistakes but this time round I do admit it's my fault. Why?? What had I done wrong?

My very big mistakes is that I don't know how to talk, very bad in explanation, that's my biggest mistake.

i'm so sorry for dun know how to talk... but pls dun say that i talk without thinking... u hv ur own problem at home so does every1 .. u had been working with her for so many yrs, therefore u should know whether or not, she will still get angry.. every1 at work is being sandwiched by each other, this is a common thing because we r human. u n i had been pretending therefore we hv no different from each other, ur strength is u know how to layan ppl with ur fake smile and attitude, ppl like it, boss happy, u get the compliment, tats none of my business. i worked my best, i get the salary i just shut up, no 1 is completely right at work, u dun like me, i dun like u, for the sake of my wallet, i will pretend to be stupid and let u be the 2nd boss. thx!!

My complain over facebook. Grace asked me not to think so much, to work as usual, pretend that I know nothing about her being broke and everything that she told Grace. I can't really bother with her private life, I don't want to know what is her plan to bring me down, if that's really happened then I shall get a new job, which a place that they willing to teach and train me as a SRN. 

Every time I worked with her, I have to put on fake mask and pretend to be stupid or maybe I am stupid, all I can say is that we are just the same but I'm just more real and not so pretentious.. No wait!! What on earth am I doing right now??? Comparing myself with her.. I must be crazy!! Stop thinking about how pretentious she is, just go out for work and bring home the money!! 

After long long time

Hello!!! decided to blog again today after so many months of leaving my blog empty...

I wish September to end very soon although it is just starting of the month... Why?? Coz October is just around the corner!! Excited about my birthday month!! Coz I'm waiting for a big big present from my Bf!! Yes!! My Bf!!



This is us!! Been together for almost 3 months!! But I can't really remember what's the exact date we've been together.. lousy me :(

Not so sure also whether he will surprise me by just bring me to the shop and get me the phone that he promised.. Just don't wanna get disappointment from him when I get to celebrate birthday with Bf.. As you guys know that I never get to celebrate birthday with my Bf coz we always break up before my birthday...

Knee pain.. Back pain.. What more to come?? Can't really stand the pain sometimes.. Like super killing me..

Mid autumn festival is coming, performance is around the corner too.. Hope that I won't fall sick before that...

That's all for now... Will update again with more lovely pics if I get my new phone.. *cross finger that he remember...*

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Inspired by Liu Qian

Why i say inspired by Liu Qian? It's not about his magics that he is famous with but it's his personal character behind the scene.
I watched "A date with Lu Yu", a chinese show which Lu Yu interviewed lots of celebrities, and this time round was Liu Qian, the magician.
During the interview, he revealed himself as a very home guy. He doesn't like to answer phone calls, neither talk on the phone. His ringtone is always silent, because he was afraid of the ringtone, hence he only on the vibration. And what's more weird about him was he also doesn't like to see others talk on the phone. Kind of weird right?
What came through my mind was I'm totally opposite. I love to talk on the phone, I love to SMS. Used to.
But some how, since I have been single, I stopped this phone addiction thingy. Because it makes me feel safocicated. I feel dissappointed when there's nothing on my phone.
I guess phone does make me feel wanted. be it it's a guy's msg or a girl friend of mine. It doesnt matter so long there's something shows on the phone..
I was in M'sia these few days. I think I'm kind of pathetic because I can't think of any friend that I can contact with except Shu Fern. like really? People out there doesn't believe I have such a little friends.. What?! How come? You're so outgoing, so chatty... That's what they will say when I tell them that i don't hv lots of friends.
Well, I'm only chatty when I'm in my comfort zone..
Haiz.. But sometimes, more friends will also make me feel more lonely..
Like a movie, the hero said: lonely it's because you're with a group of people and they are yet to notice your presence.. I hate that feeling..



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2012 belated new year resolutions

Ok, I know it's kind of late to post this, but at least I did post and make a few new year resolution right?
My 2012 new year resolution:

- Get a new job and to be a clinic nurse. This consider as already made it!! Going to start work on March at Tan & Teoh Clinic as a NURSE! When I break this news to Dr. George, he was happy for me as he also know I had a hard time to decide and face the reality of becoming a NURSE!! Hahah..

- To save up for a HTC phone, a laptop, last will be a camera. Because if my HTC phone's media quality is good enough for me, then camera will be the last items I wanna get. I cant believe all my electronic items spoiled at almost the same time.

- To be more prettier. Of course I have to slim down more as now I gained 2 more kg... Good life!! Thought of using the excuses that I'll prepare for the mid autumn performance, then I will do dance practice every weekend, maybe i'll slim down like a little?? Not enough I guess.. What more should I do? No Jogging please.. I hate running.. Why? leelee, running is the fastest way to shape up the body tone!! Me: Nah.. I hate it coz my boobs will be like "dumb dak dumb dak dumb dak" bouncing!! And guess what? It's hurt when it bounced too much.. Arghh!!!

- In terms of being prettier, I learned how to put on full make ups like base foundation and blusher. Well, brother did say I looked nicer with full make up on!! Happy! I got a quite good deal on Sunday when PC and i went to shop at Bugis at Watson! Purchased Za products, the sales person was really helpful, as I know nothing about foundations although I watched quite a lot of make up tutorials, but still not sure what's suits me. She helps me with the colour tone that I should get which matched my skin colour. I'll definately get more if I am working this month but the fact is I'm not. So I still have to save for next month.

-To work out a better performance for this year's mid- autumn performance! I wanted to prepare 3 dances for them! 2 for P2,P3. 1 for P4, P5, P6. Kind of worry about the amount of students that will actually perform on that day. But I'll still try my best to make things work! Hehehe!!

- To at least able to travel or visit any good beaches either in M'sia or Indonesia. Its kind of hard as I'm single now, no body to accompany, If i were to ask mom to go with me, for sure she will reject because she is always busy with family chores and works.. So I hope I really have the courage to travel on my own.

- To quit my habit on visiting Tagged too much. This is so hard for me. I had been visiting Tagged more than Facebook. Because too many relatives in Facebook and I can't just shout out what i really wanna say there. Not good if they tell parents..

- To conquer my fear of being alone at times, but although I doesn't wanna be independent... This is sad.. at times, it seems like the chances is here, right in front of me, so near yet so far.. lots of things that need to be consider before accept. It's always like this: should i give it a try or give up before it started. When this appear, it must be a hard situation...

- To be a good, passionate nurse! Like Ayunie and Yee Teng!!

- To be able to have a holiday with Fern in SG and Batam when she wanna come over!!

Ok, that's all I could think of for now. Hope I can achive all these!!

See this? Charles & Keith bag!! In love with it!
A gift from Dr. Choo, Ayunie, Yee Teng, Poh Lian!! Well, they say it's a token from all other colleauges... but i don't really think so.. hahah..
Ok. I'm now resting at home and good news is i had my menses after so long!! Quite a heavy flow, but i don't feel the cramps!! That's another good news!  
Going back to SG on Friday! Hai Yin class opening falls on this weekend, i'm in charge in ice breaking session. Well, I had an idea for it but not sure whether it'll work or not. Haiz.. I'm kind of glad that my new job is off on Sunday. So that there's no changes in the roster! Happy! <3
I can't wait to go back to busy works and acticities so I can be busy and not to think so much nonsense.
Was wondering whether i should get another part time. Laptop spoiled, camera gone, what else? Oh ya, my mobile phone contract is ending soon!! Intend to get HTC something.. I can't remember the exact phone model!! Hahah!! That's why I was wondering whether i should get a part time or not.. Should i?
Maybe I should post my new year resolutions soon.. because every one had done it! So i can't lose right? Although it's already mid Feb soon.. I'll post it!! Have faith and be more hard working in blogging leelee!!