Thursday, February 23, 2012

Inspired by Liu Qian

Why i say inspired by Liu Qian? It's not about his magics that he is famous with but it's his personal character behind the scene.
I watched "A date with Lu Yu", a chinese show which Lu Yu interviewed lots of celebrities, and this time round was Liu Qian, the magician.
During the interview, he revealed himself as a very home guy. He doesn't like to answer phone calls, neither talk on the phone. His ringtone is always silent, because he was afraid of the ringtone, hence he only on the vibration. And what's more weird about him was he also doesn't like to see others talk on the phone. Kind of weird right?
What came through my mind was I'm totally opposite. I love to talk on the phone, I love to SMS. Used to.
But some how, since I have been single, I stopped this phone addiction thingy. Because it makes me feel safocicated. I feel dissappointed when there's nothing on my phone.
I guess phone does make me feel wanted. be it it's a guy's msg or a girl friend of mine. It doesnt matter so long there's something shows on the phone..
I was in M'sia these few days. I think I'm kind of pathetic because I can't think of any friend that I can contact with except Shu Fern. like really? People out there doesn't believe I have such a little friends.. What?! How come? You're so outgoing, so chatty... That's what they will say when I tell them that i don't hv lots of friends.
Well, I'm only chatty when I'm in my comfort zone..
Haiz.. But sometimes, more friends will also make me feel more lonely..
Like a movie, the hero said: lonely it's because you're with a group of people and they are yet to notice your presence.. I hate that feeling..



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Tuesday, February 14, 2012

2012 belated new year resolutions

Ok, I know it's kind of late to post this, but at least I did post and make a few new year resolution right?
My 2012 new year resolution:

- Get a new job and to be a clinic nurse. This consider as already made it!! Going to start work on March at Tan & Teoh Clinic as a NURSE! When I break this news to Dr. George, he was happy for me as he also know I had a hard time to decide and face the reality of becoming a NURSE!! Hahah..

- To save up for a HTC phone, a laptop, last will be a camera. Because if my HTC phone's media quality is good enough for me, then camera will be the last items I wanna get. I cant believe all my electronic items spoiled at almost the same time.

- To be more prettier. Of course I have to slim down more as now I gained 2 more kg... Good life!! Thought of using the excuses that I'll prepare for the mid autumn performance, then I will do dance practice every weekend, maybe i'll slim down like a little?? Not enough I guess.. What more should I do? No Jogging please.. I hate running.. Why? leelee, running is the fastest way to shape up the body tone!! Me: Nah.. I hate it coz my boobs will be like "dumb dak dumb dak dumb dak" bouncing!! And guess what? It's hurt when it bounced too much.. Arghh!!!

- In terms of being prettier, I learned how to put on full make ups like base foundation and blusher. Well, brother did say I looked nicer with full make up on!! Happy! I got a quite good deal on Sunday when PC and i went to shop at Bugis at Watson! Purchased Za products, the sales person was really helpful, as I know nothing about foundations although I watched quite a lot of make up tutorials, but still not sure what's suits me. She helps me with the colour tone that I should get which matched my skin colour. I'll definately get more if I am working this month but the fact is I'm not. So I still have to save for next month.

-To work out a better performance for this year's mid- autumn performance! I wanted to prepare 3 dances for them! 2 for P2,P3. 1 for P4, P5, P6. Kind of worry about the amount of students that will actually perform on that day. But I'll still try my best to make things work! Hehehe!!

- To at least able to travel or visit any good beaches either in M'sia or Indonesia. Its kind of hard as I'm single now, no body to accompany, If i were to ask mom to go with me, for sure she will reject because she is always busy with family chores and works.. So I hope I really have the courage to travel on my own.

- To quit my habit on visiting Tagged too much. This is so hard for me. I had been visiting Tagged more than Facebook. Because too many relatives in Facebook and I can't just shout out what i really wanna say there. Not good if they tell parents..

- To conquer my fear of being alone at times, but although I doesn't wanna be independent... This is sad.. at times, it seems like the chances is here, right in front of me, so near yet so far.. lots of things that need to be consider before accept. It's always like this: should i give it a try or give up before it started. When this appear, it must be a hard situation...

- To be a good, passionate nurse! Like Ayunie and Yee Teng!!

- To be able to have a holiday with Fern in SG and Batam when she wanna come over!!

Ok, that's all I could think of for now. Hope I can achive all these!!

Wednesday, February 8, 2012

See this? Charles & Keith bag!! In love with it!
A gift from Dr. Choo, Ayunie, Yee Teng, Poh Lian!! Well, they say it's a token from all other colleauges... but i don't really think so.. hahah..
Ok. I'm now resting at home and good news is i had my menses after so long!! Quite a heavy flow, but i don't feel the cramps!! That's another good news!  
Going back to SG on Friday! Hai Yin class opening falls on this weekend, i'm in charge in ice breaking session. Well, I had an idea for it but not sure whether it'll work or not. Haiz.. I'm kind of glad that my new job is off on Sunday. So that there's no changes in the roster! Happy! <3
I can't wait to go back to busy works and acticities so I can be busy and not to think so much nonsense.
Was wondering whether i should get another part time. Laptop spoiled, camera gone, what else? Oh ya, my mobile phone contract is ending soon!! Intend to get HTC something.. I can't remember the exact phone model!! Hahah!! That's why I was wondering whether i should get a part time or not.. Should i?
Maybe I should post my new year resolutions soon.. because every one had done it! So i can't lose right? Although it's already mid Feb soon.. I'll post it!! Have faith and be more hard working in blogging leelee!!