The photo is taken via my HTC Window 8X front camera. We have been together for almost 7 months. I am glad that we are still in a relationship, as my longest relationship is only 6-7 months.
We never really quarrel before but we do have some different opinion for certain things and when I'm in a bad mood, he will be my 1st choice sandbag. I really need to apologize to him for making him one. I cried a few times at his place and sometimes without him knowing. I thought I had changed, but I am still the same when I met some problems, my mind still choose to run away, I need to change for this, because I really wanna be with him. Only him.
Just met him and I miss him already, I hope his deployment end early, be home safely.
Dharma Children Class started, this is the 2nd week, and I didn't realized I made the wrong schedule for my P1/P2 class. Shame on me =.=!!
Went for shopping this afternoon, was so shag to squeezed into the train, lots of human out there during weekend. I took the slimming pills again. So exhausted and tired, hungry but no appetite. I think I have to take it every other day instead of every morning. Bought 2 pants, 1 for myself and 1 for my PC. Bf's pants only $5 each. Grab like mad, and today i know his pant size is 28, so small.. Also got a sexy sleeping dress for Ayunie as her wedding gift. Not sure whether she will wear it, but hope it can help her to make more babies. =P
Saw a Cheongsam in a shop at Little India, took a photo and called Grace but she didn't pick up the call. She called back at night, and tell me a bit of story about Pheng. Pheng actually told her that she is being sandwiched between me and Sister Looi, say that Sister is very petty, and I never think before I talk. I had to admit that I was unhappy about the statement, perhaps its because sometimes I don't admit my mistakes but this time round I do admit it's my fault. Why?? What had I done wrong?
My very big mistakes is that I don't know how to talk, very bad in explanation, that's my biggest mistake.
i'm so sorry for dun know how to talk... but pls dun say that i talk without thinking... u hv ur own problem at home so does every1 .. u had been working with her for so many yrs, therefore u should know whether or not, she will still get angry.. every1 at work is being sandwiched by each other, this is a common thing because we r human. u n i had been pretending therefore we hv no different from each other, ur strength is u know how to layan ppl with ur fake smile and attitude, ppl like it, boss happy, u get the compliment, tats none of my business. i worked my best, i get the salary i just shut up, no 1 is completely right at work, u dun like me, i dun like u, for the sake of my wallet, i will pretend to be stupid and let u be the 2nd boss. thx!!
My complain over facebook. Grace asked me not to think so much, to work as usual, pretend that I know nothing about her being broke and everything that she told Grace. I can't really bother with her private life, I don't want to know what is her plan to bring me down, if that's really happened then I shall get a new job, which a place that they willing to teach and train me as a SRN.
Every time I worked with her, I have to put on fake mask and pretend to be stupid or maybe I am stupid, all I can say is that we are just the same but I'm just more real and not so pretentious.. No wait!! What on earth am I doing right now??? Comparing myself with her.. I must be crazy!! Stop thinking about how pretentious she is, just go out for work and bring home the money!!
