what a day...

My big auntie and Uncle Chatter (from my father's side) just came back from Australia. So second uncle suggested to go to DESARU fruit garden which is quite famous, i think. Anyway, we went to my 2nd uncle's school, he is a headmaster of this primary school. And he always speak to us like how a headmaster speak. Maybe because of he had a high status in the society, so he tend to look down on us--my family. Maybe because my family came from a village, poorer than my other relatives, low education, uncivilized.. That's what i think, must have reasons for all these thoughts right? 2nd uncle always said we are "kampung boys and girls". That's a humiliate to me. I'm a sensitive girl.

On the way to DESARU.
Dragon fruit tree with the flower.















A "zi sun man tang" banana tree.. because the bananas was a lot man...
A penis like tree...sorry i forgotten what that tree was...
I'm not sure whether this goat is a male or what, but it's horny when i touched his head.. what the hell... Am i that sexy and hot??? Stupid idiot goat...
somewhere at the beach.. I don't know whether that's a sea or a river.. because it's so wide..


I think this is the first time whereby my whole family photo was uploaded in my blog... hehehe.. I don't think i need to mention who is who bah...

Uncle Chatter in the car...

Had our lunch at one of the nearest seafood restaurant. The food was so so. Nothing special.

The next day, my mama was being robbed. The incident happened in the morning when my mama went for morning jog. The robbers was trying to rob her gold neclace but not successful. She say maybe because of the "Guan Yin" locker that she wearing. Anyway, she's not injured but just some muscle pain because she had a small fight with that Indian robber. As she had expected, actually is both of us expected, my dad just listen and do nothing about that by just asked her not to jog alone, instead of promise will jog with her in the future. But his promise equal to zero. I hate him. It's a long story...but mama said, he is my dad after all. To me, as long as he never slap me, he is still my father.

finally!!!

Finally... the exam was over!!! Happy... but after 1 week we still need to go for 3 weeks attachment.. IMH and AMK polyclinic.. A bit worry because in polyclinic was crowded with lots of different patients with a lots of stupid requirements and temper. Because i went there once to seek for medical help. I was registered there at about 9 plus in the morning, but there was already crowded with patients. I was like OMG!!! I think when we are attached to polyclinic, must really mentally and physically prepared for the situation. Must well train my stamina. Hahaha... Anyway, thanks to the exam weeks, i gained weight again, again and again... Will be continue my discontinued exercises.. hehehe

After the exam was over, i rushed back to M'sia. Because I almost 1 month didn't go home, missed my family so much. Well, i know mama also missed me so much!! hahaha... And my big aunty and uncle Chatter came back from Australia. 1 year never saw them already, quite happy to see them... But i still hope that she will remember to send me some money as my birthday present. HAiz.. shouldn't be so greedy, but i still hope i can buy a camera as soon as possible. Because i want to cherish the moment during my poly time. Take photos with my friends and family, record and capture every happy moment that i had been gone throught. The places, events.. AARGHHH!!! Sometimes, how i hope i'm a rich lady...

I want a camera.. I really want a camera... Never mind, I'll definately save money to buy 1...

I had a bad day..

Actually, today wasn't a bad day... Because i was in a good mood before i went for JMD session. Because i was excited to learn new dance steps and also the passion to dance. Don't ask me why i like to dance. Maybe its because of i like to move my body in a sexy way. Hahaha... But after i learnt the new steps, i feel i'm such a failure.. Because i cant followed the beat even it's a slow beat.. And i can't remember the steps.. really reduce my self-esteem. Really cause me physically and psychologically exhausted..
I spent almost the whole week and whole day in the school library to study. I never had such peaceful and lack days. Should i appreciate these kind of days? Or too boring or too wasted? I had no idea because it's exam week. I had tried my best these few days to study, but i still feel that i'm not doing my best. And mama always called me after i had my exam, make me feel more guilty.. i'm sorry..
During these few days, i just realized that most of my mutual friends look for me, only when they are bored. Well, i should know these from the beginning.. But yet i still believe there will have some nice friends out there. Was that a naive thinking? Or just keep on thinking that the world was still as beautiful as before? Just like the world that was mentioned in fairy tales.. how beautiful it is... No matter how the real world treat me, i still believe that there's still have hope for human being..
i know i'm stupid....

Japan Summer Festival!!!

Saturday!!! It's the help up event for Natsu Matsuri!! It means japan summer festival!!! This is the first time I get involved with Japanese traditional culture thingy.. What an amazing experience.. Although we are there as a volunteer, but i still enjoy the event. Well, this is the advantages that i choose to join this SJCC, right? Over there have lots of kawaii girls, little boys and little girls. They are in YUKATA... I want yukata... but i wore it before, during LUNCH TIME PERFORMANCE... only 1 sentence i could say: I'm damn in love with yukata and japanese culture.. hehehe... Well, say no more>>> Bought a large size of coke light before we leave the school... just realize that this was the first time i buy large coke... so large... can't even finish it....

The very first time i took full length picture in long jeans. Somemore in skinny jeans. Before i leave my home town, only malay will wear skinny jeans. But I'm not sure whether the trend had change. Will know when I went back... soon... i hope...

Err... this is suppose to be the very last photo.. This picture was took in the mrt when we are heading back to AMK. I was behaved like a crazy girl. Laugh non-stop. Talked all those yellow colour jokes. I think those seniors change their perceptions about me. A crazy colurful wolf..haha

Picture that we took in front of the mirror... guess who is who... hehehhe.. can see from the figure!! hahahah.... funny....

Leaving school and heading to the bus, going to Natsu Masturi 2009!! Sorry i don't know where the place is.. i only know it's near to Expo mrt...

This is how the Japanese school look like.. like a mini white house....

Our lunch!!! BENTO!! But i don't like UNAGI.. so i gave it to JASLYN... my kawaii leader..

Senok... IITAKA KIMASS!!! err, only got chopstick, so I have my bento with lots of difficulties.. coz i'm not good in using chopstick... others use in a very correct way... except me.. it make me very special... super duper stupid... =_=!!!

Mi Han and don't know who.. pai seh... eating APPLE CANDY... look nice...

Mr. president, Soh Sun Yi and Desmond... cute guys... hahahaha

yoyo balloon... Chee How was so obsessed with it.. Desmond also...

Erwin!!! My senior....

............ kawaii..................

My leader kissing mr. mi han... eeee.....

the can't melt and can't finished japan ice-cream... too creamy for me... muahmmm!!!

I like to do this... next time will try OREO!!! Chin, i'll definately ask you to take the photo for me!! muahahahha!! (evil laugh)...

Actually, I was hoping to dance with the crowd.. but due to the timing, we need to do our job as a volunteer---pick up the rubbish... haiz...

I was in love with Japaneses culture not just because of the YUKATA but also the TAIKO. They play it with energy, so nice and super duper spectacular... I want to learn how to wear in japanese style... who can teach me or guide me? I want to find a boyfriend who like japanese culture.. but not those guys who fascinated in comic and manga.. Because i hope he will always bring me along whenever there is an event regarding to japanese culture!!!