Wednesday, September 23, 2009

I'm sad.. emo...

Result.. Although a bit improved.. only 2 D's.. not that wasn't enough for me to graduate..

Today's mood, not that good. I saw 2 patients came back. Both are the patients that I concerned.. I feel sad when I saw them in the ward. What make me more sad is Joseph's illness relapsed. Become worsen. Sudden hyper and sudden emo. The moment I saw them, I asked myself, what can i do for them so that they can cope with their illness and will not relapse again. Like Mr. Ibrahim said, "what should I do so that they will not came back again? What I had not done enough that cause the patient came back again?" I really asked myself these questions. I feel so useless.. I so scared.. Scared that things that I had study is not helpfull.. I'm so sorry..

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