Actually, I'm not really in a good mood since yesterday. Don't ask me why, because I also don't know the reason. I even get angry over small things, and was cried a bit... The reason I'm not dare to cry a lot was I had make up.. And I just don't wanna be ugly..
Last night, a "monk" asked me whether want to be part of his life. I was stunned and I think he didn't mean it from the bottom of his heart. But that question do touched me. Maybe because of that question, I act strangely today. Even I was at the workplace. The feeling was not right. I miss him.. I was wanted to be pampered by some one.. I had been 2 months never been hug and kissed.. But there is no way for me to find a friend for a hug and kiss right?
When I work, I had a sudden feeling, that I want to be in a relationship again. But when i think twice with my conscious mind, I don't think I had such free time for my new boyfriend. I have to work, school, projects, JMD, my friends, and my family. I think when I really put my time for all these, I really don't have extra time for my boyfriend.
In the other hand, I'm kind of give up on guys. Quite disappointed with them. Because there are only a few of gentlemen can be found in Singapore. So pity... Malaysia? I had no idea, because I never spend any extra time to know M'sian friends because I was new in Johor Bahru. Such an idiot excuses..
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