Bad habit!!!

I had this bad habit when I am having rice as my meal. I like to torture myself while eating rice. For example, I like to gorge myself with a big mouth full of rice, like how a begger eat. I don't know why, but I like the feeling being gorged. Especially when I'm feeling down or emo. I'll feel much better after I do so. Sounds crazy right? I know I am. Hahaha..

If one day, when I stop doing or thinking of want to do any stupid things, most probably I had dead. Ahahaha...

Eat like a begger. This sounds so familiar. Ah.. now i remember. Wei long's mother said that before. Said that i eat like a begger. I think it's quite true. A girl who eat like a begger was not qualified to be her daughter in law...