love problem

do i look like a sex machine? do i have a "sex" word on my forehead? can i have a pure relationship without any sex content? just like Disney world.. am i a mood spoiler? this is the second time i heard it.. i feel so sad...

Some guys look for me when they are bored. Some look for me when they want to have sex.

Mood spoiler. He used to say that to me last time. This word sounds familiar to me. I feel so down and even more upset when i heard it again last night.

I think i should just get very drunk last night. So that I wont be so stupid just to wait the monk to be online and chat with me. Then as a result i make him angry by spoil his mood. He sounds a bit upset when i say some one gave me a ring. What was that mean? He also likes me? But after i analyse his behavior and attitude, i find that we are not suitable. Because he don't like shallow thinking girl. But i think i am a shallow girl. And after a few meeting and conversation, i don't understand his thinking. ( maybe this is a way to comfort myself that i likes him but can't be together..)

Anyway, i think he is angry with my shallow attitude.. Never mind, we are just from 2 very different world. I guess..