days after days

What a school day..
really make me headache.. I think not only I have this thought, everyone does. I think...
Presentations.. 6 projects have to be done in 12 weeks. Which means we have to finish 1 project in 2 weeks time.


Well, it's my complain time.
I really hate:

• When I'm talking, people just ignore me. Make me feel so embarrassed and tiny.
• When having a meeting, members do others things instead of the meeting contents. I already talk to them, but yet, they still did the same irritating mistakes. Should i pretend that this never happen? I don't think i can.
• When there is no one listen and seldom let me finish what I want to say.
• When seniors not behave like seniors.

Not much I think. Indah say I shouldn't take things too hard. It's not i  want to take things too hard, there is reason for it. It's because I care!! If I don't care, I can just stare at them when we are having our meeting. And just agree and follow what they say, ask no questions, say nothing!! I want my group get good score for their ICA's, that's why I want them to listen to what others say. Probably no one have this problem but me.
Maybe I just think too much. That's my problem! My problem is I too care about polite and manner. Respect for others, a very basic manner that I always believed, now had been questioned by myself. Is it worth to have this believe when it make me look stupid in front of others?
I'm so lost.. lost... lost in everything... What should I do or what can I do to make things better? I don't think I had done my best as a group leader.. because a good leader will attract members to stand by him/ her side.. or I'm just not worth...in their eyes...