Monday, November 16, 2009

just came back from m'sia

Home is the best place I had ever been!! Mom cooked curry chicken with sweet potatoes. The gravy was like "mama mia"!! Very nice, and the taste is not like chinese curry. It taste like Malay rendang, just the coconut milk wasn't that much if compared with malay rendang. And she also cooked sweet potatoes desert with sago. Nice!!
Actually it was a good day that the four of us- mom, bro, sis, and me went for shopping. We intended to buy sis's new clothes, because she is going to Cameron Highland with uncle. And during our shopping time, my bro was jealous because mom keep on look for sis's clothes and ignored him. Cute right? A big fellow like him will get jealous just for this tiny thing. Hahaha... I had forgotten how to get jealous when mom had neglected me. Because I had get used to it already since I was about 7 years old.
Then we go home, saw dad sit at the chair, and we have to greet him. This is what mom asked and trained us to do so. She said at least this can make him feel like he is the father in that family. After that bad thing happen. Yup, they quarrel again. About dad put the iced water glass on my sis's book, and mom get flared up. When mom get flared up, she will never realize how her voice tone is, untill she asked me. And guess what was my dad's answer, " She (sis) still want that book meh?" Then mom keep nagging in a raised voice tone. Dad said:" Do you need to raise your voice? Wet the book so what? It's already wet, what you want me to do? I'll get a new one for her tomorrow!!" Then he go up stair and bang the door.
What a dangerous scene.. phew..because he seems like want to slap mom, lucky we were there.. 
Actually he never have a look before putting the glass on the table. And this is not the first time already, that's why mom get flared up. Well, although sometimes, we (siblings) disagree with mom's raised voice tone but everytime quarrel, it's always dad's fault. That's what we think. And dad, he never change. Still the same after 21 years. Since I know who is my dad, I never like him.
Mom and dad quarrel from last month back and just started to talk these few days, and now, I think they will not talk to each other for another 1 month, I think. That's good, because the more conversation and interaction between them, they will get more misunderstood. It's also good for my bro and sis too because they will have another peace days for another 1 month. After they finished, I asked bro:" Will you still want to get married in the future?" He shaked his head. Can't blame anyone that I don't want to get involved in marriage. So guys, please don't tell me that not every guy is like that. And also don't tell me things that I had already know.
Mom wanted to divorced him few years ago but she didn't do so for the sake of my siblings. But the reality is, we don't need this father. Seriously I really don't mind mom divorced with him, because I had live in a ;ife without a father for 21 years already. And my siblings also can't be bothered to have him as their father. To be frank, he never been a good father, not even a try. Maybe he tried but he gave up. Most of my friend think he is my father, and I should think or put myself in his shoes. I did it, but not him. So to all my dear friends, no need to deffence my dad in front of me, because I know him better than any one of you..
And I had left my wallet (should I use wallet or purse?) in mom's car. Shit.. I'm doomed. All my rental, Sg's sim card also in the wallet. So I cant use phone for 2 days. But lucky bro is on holiday now, he will bring my wallet for me tomorrow. And since he's coming here, I think I'll just bring him to Bugis Junction to buy bag and let him choose. Haiz.. then my bag need to be delayed for another month now... I hope he will reject when I ask him.. Hahaha.. what a good sis..

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