stuck in the rainy day

On the Halloween night, i went to work. It was raining heavily. And I didn't bring umbrella. So I was stuck at the bus stop.. alone..

Although I was just finish my dance practice, but I don't feel tired at all. Stuck in the rain. But surprisingly, I'm not angry, no negative feeling. Just thinking: Is the GOD want me to go home and rest? Because HE scared I'll fall sick?

It was really a very heavy rain. Very heavy, and i was stuck outside, half wet. If it was the past lee lee, I think she will scold and vulgar non-stop. Complained and starts missing her love. Think that how warm it will be if her boyfriend was there hugging her. Then starts emo, crying.

But I don't have that kind of thought at all. My emotion was peace, very peacfull. Enjoyed the rain and the thunders. I don't know why, but that's what happen to me on that Saturday day....