Am I not that worth?

Am I not that worth to be mentioned in your blog?? Not even once?? Not even a single word??

I think I had been poisoned.. very serious... And I think what I had done was right.. maybe it's right for my goodness sake.. How I wish I can just forget about you and your stupid blog, so that I won't always click on your name every time I access my own blog!! Stupid Afiq!! I hate you... And I hate myself more.. So weak...

Anyway, I'm 21 this year, but I had never write a love letter to any guy before, you're the first one. I must be crazy.. My friend will think I am.. anyway, anything, I don't think you will read my blog.. Hahaha.. probably, you don't even know the address.. Funny right? I think I'm such a joke.. A pethatic joke that I had ever seen...