Sigh!!!

After Chingay, its exam. During exam, I'm not really did my best for it. So I had no idea how my result will be. Anyway, I had decided to go to Australia for work. In order to do so, I have to study really hard. (That's what I always think but seldom make it real in action.) 

But seems like all my family members want me to go there after I finished my Advanced Diploma. Which will be a few years later. Reason? Because it's an opportunity to work overseas and earn money while I'm still young. Well, by the time when I'm really ready to go there, in terms of readiness in academic and experiences, I think I had reached or over 30's. Hahaha.. how I hope I'll be able to stay single till that time, so that I'll not have any considerations and sacrifices to make. 

Talk so much for future now, but I'm so scared of not being able to be employ for any hospital. Because of my sucks GPA.. Need to study hard and work hard at the same time. 

For now, I think I'm doing quite well without a partner although sometimes I'm still looking for a mutual boyfriend. How could I have these kind of thought? No idea man!!! Maybe someone who can talk to me will be good. And I want to thanks CHIN for accompany me all the time when she's free. So is it really OK for me not to have a bf even I had reached an age that is supposed to get married?? I had no idea.. Feels like I'm a float shit now. No money, no diploma, no job...