Monday, June 28, 2010

What a few days...

My last event was on 21th- 23th June 2010. Went to Genting. I'm excited not because of I can have a short getaway but more excited because I can spend 3 days continuously with Ridzuan, my boyfriend. Well, we had a good time together, know each other more, and we even had a small quarrel during the trip. Why we quarrel during such a nice trip? Because I realized that he lied to me about he is ok with all the extreme rides when I ask him before I conducted this trip. And kind of waste if just came here without taking any rides. But luckily he bearded with a few rides like Cyclone and Flying don't know what. After that he felt that he can't take it anymore. He accompanied me with the long queue for Space Shot, and I took the ride twice. He was so scared when I took the ride, but I just don't care. Met an indian girl when I queued up for the Space Shot. She also from Sg, and I just don't understand why those guys just like to squeeze near you when they have so many space to stand. Felt like being molested openly... =( It's his fault that left me with those disgusting guy.. I just hope you can be there to protect me... He phobia of high and I scared of touching snakes. Scary!!
Ok, done with the Genting, sorry that I didn't post any photos about Genting because I'm lazy... =.=!!!

Came back to SG. Well, need to go to school early in the morning on next day for some studying and get store room key from Mr. Bernard. Waited for Indah to pass her the key, and I had waited from 10.30am to around 5pm. I know she need to rush to YCK from Brash Basah to get something for the mascot. But honestly I just hate waiting. I'm not that kind of patient person, do grumble a bit but no harsh intention, so Indah, please don't get too serious with this post ok? Hahaha =)

After that what did I do?? Then the next day, I stay at home for studying too and didn't go out as I cook quite a big pot of porridge that PC and I couldn't finish. So the left over I took it as my dinner for the next day. So in the end, I din really took rice for around 3 days, 25th- 27th. Wow, and today I had my first paper. I finished it earlier than the time being set. I met Yi Ru outside as she also finished early. We talk and walk until we reached North/ South canteen (till now also can't remember) only then I remember that I want to eat rice. Hahaha.. Then we separate there. 

Oh ya.. last night, Ridzuan and I had a small misunderstood that can cause us a big quarrel. He said I never express my love to him. That I couldn't say: "I love you" in front of him or via the phone. He thought I still loved my ex so much and treated him just a guy after the big break up. 
Quite upset to hear him saying that he can't feel my love sometimes.. Maybe at first I just merely likes him, i'm not that kind of girl who really can say out "I love you" loudly.. And i guess he knew I'm that kind of person. I'm just shy. 
I don't realized that this can bother him as he always express what and how he feel towards me. Like our characteristics are opposite, he is the GF and I'm the BF. Hahaha... After that I asked him, "Do you really think I just like you?" I guess deep in his heart, he knows that I do LOVE him.. If not, why would I treat him meals and buy some snacks for his parents? I can just happily save the money to get myself something else.. 
Now, Mhd. Ridzuan, I LOVE U!!! Happy??
Then we clear up our doubt at around 1am plus. 

And I get my breast "upsized"!!! Hahaha.. No la. I get my menses. Although it came at the quite wrong timing, but just happy that I can still get my menses without taking any medication. Yay!!! 
Try to prepare Huali's bday present, but I guess it will be a delayed birthday present again.. But i'll make sure you receive it!! Wait and see!! Therefore, I need my dearest BF to help me get this done...

Trying so hard to find some time to go home as I had 1 month din go back. I missed mom so much, and her frozen bak chang. Dad get his this month's salary changed to Ringgit M'sia, pay for my grandma's October's air ticket to Australia again!! He rather let his own family dying of hunger. What kind of father he is?? Can't he just wait till September? Egoistic man!! How I hope I can just give my mom some allowance now.. I'm useless too.. But mom was so strong and said she can afford family's expenses even though just depends on her hard work. I'm proud to have such strong mom!! LOVE U!!!

Ok, need to back to study now!!! Jia you!!!

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