Friday, January 20, 2012

Little thoughts











Nothing much about this posts.
I can hardly take nice pictures ever since moved back in SG.
I wanna share about my feeling which it always went to the wrong person.
About this guy whom i met a few months ago, we were once very closed.
But after some liking developed, horror part of myself revealed.
Must be curious right!! Which part of leelee is horror???
Insecure! Suspicious! That's the horror me!
I guess that's what scared him away as he disappear for 5 days straight! Hahah! Good job dude!
On my way to work actually. CNY is just 3 days ahead! Used to very excited about it but now, working life had it almost ruined.
Seeing mom was tired tidy up the room, preparing new year goods, dad don't even spare more money for her to buy extras. Using her own money for the kids to get new clothes. Somehow, she just sacrifice her money and freedom to get more for herself. I was wondering, will I become like her one day?
I asked her a quite stupid question that day as my curiosity overwhelmed me.
Mom, will you and dad leave us behind if you guys have a chance to migrate to a better place? Her answer is no. She never thought of leaving any one of us behind even though when she faced some marriage failure.
She was curious too when I popped this question to her. I said it's because his parents leave them and migrated to Boston. She thought I'll only ask this kind of question when I was young. To her, I'm a grown up. Wouldn't have this thought anymore like what almost all the kids will have: will my parents leave us one day.
Till now, I am still wondering but happy that she didn't.
Can't think properly if one day, that day, she left me behind and moved on to another life... What's the meaning of my living...
Perhaps I havent found some one who I can't live without yet. Maybe one day when I'm almost 28...
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Saturday, January 14, 2012

Finally...

Let's see when is my last entry.. Wow!! 25th Oct 2011!! I'm not even post an entry for my birthday!!
Ok.. Will do a brief description about my big day!
I'm quite happy with my 24th birthday. Had 4 birthday cakes in a month, received the most birthday presents ever after I had grown up.. I had to thank my mom and family for held a BBQ party exactly like I had requested. Katija was invited, although I didn't receive any present from her but I'm happy that I finally celebrated my birthday with my SG friend. (please note that I'm not such a petty person who Fwill really care whether my friends buy me any presents but at least don't break your promises. It broke my heart too..)
Then Huali and Shuang Shuang also celebrated my birthday at jurong point. They bought me a chocolate cake. While a work place, REMC also bought me a fairy tale strawberry cake from Four Leaves! Love that cake! This is how they gave me the surprise: Ayunie kept asking me about the appointment thingy when I said I wanna pee!! Then yi teng bring in the fairy cake!! Wow! I thought they had forgotten it because we were freaking busy that Monday! And my present from them was a pink wallet from Charles and Keith! And Peng chin also got me pink lady like bag from Thailand as she went there for holiday with Bf!! I'm glad she found her happiness!
I mentioned 4 cakes right! Another cake was for my mom! I spend quite a lot for mom that birthday! Because I bought her a diamond ring, a green tea flavor cake which taste awfully weird, a dinner for my family! Wow! I'm so proud of myself! Of course mom was happy and wear it every day!

Hmm.. What else is that so happening! Oh ya! I had moved back to SG! That was when I had stopped updating my blog! Not busy with life but just have no idea on what to blog..

Yes! Christmas! Celebrated with Peng chin at TGIF! what a waste of money dining there! Food was salty, oily and not full filing at all! The most of all its freaking expensive! Not worth my money! Peng chin bought me my long time craves! The Body Shop's perfume set!



Like seriously finally some one got me this! Which I hesitated to buy it myself! I almost forgot that I was once want it so badly!!
Thanks Peng chin for remembering it! And guess what I got for her?? A bolster! Ya I know! I'm that kind of person will buy things that my friend need no matter what they want but of course price will always be the main concerns! Muahaha!!
Then REMC also celebrated christmas at can't remember the buffet place which located at Raffles City. Food was not worth the money as well but it's not from my wallet therefore it's fine with me! Oops! Hahah! I got a makeup set from Ayunie and I got a few stuffs for yi teng! She's happy as I can see!

No photos because I lost my camera! Can you believe it? I lost almost everything except my own head!
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