Nothing much about this posts.
I can hardly take nice pictures ever since moved back in SG.
I wanna share about my feeling which it always went to the wrong person.
About this guy whom i met a few months ago, we were once very closed.
But after some liking developed, horror part of myself revealed.
Must be curious right!! Which part of leelee is horror???
Insecure! Suspicious! That's the horror me!
I guess that's what scared him away as he disappear for 5 days straight! Hahah! Good job dude!
On my way to work actually. CNY is just 3 days ahead! Used to very excited about it but now, working life had it almost ruined.
Seeing mom was tired tidy up the room, preparing new year goods, dad don't even spare more money for her to buy extras. Using her own money for the kids to get new clothes. Somehow, she just sacrifice her money and freedom to get more for herself. I was wondering, will I become like her one day?
I asked her a quite stupid question that day as my curiosity overwhelmed me.
Mom, will you and dad leave us behind if you guys have a chance to migrate to a better place? Her answer is no. She never thought of leaving any one of us behind even though when she faced some marriage failure.
She was curious too when I popped this question to her. I said it's because his parents leave them and migrated to Boston. She thought I'll only ask this kind of question when I was young. To her, I'm a grown up. Wouldn't have this thought anymore like what almost all the kids will have: will my parents leave us one day.
Till now, I am still wondering but happy that she didn't.
Can't think properly if one day, that day, she left me behind and moved on to another life... What's the meaning of my living...
Perhaps I havent found some one who I can't live without yet. Maybe one day when I'm almost 28...
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