Sometimes and somehow, I was thinking... I put my blog link there, will he go and click on it or just can't be bother with my business?? I hope he will go and read but on the other hand, i was scared he will think that i'm still that bitchy bitch.. I am not a bitchy bitch... hmmm... never mind.. because since that day he say i'm a bitch and since he told Jean about us, half of my heart and soul have been dead..
1 month and 15 days... I never be a single for such a long time.. I also very shocked.. hehehe.. Maybe i should think in a more positive way like this:
1. I have more freedom to go out late with my friends.
2. I have more time to be with Chin, accompany her to watch latest movies, walked home after movie, go K-box with her without any objection and explaination. I feel so sorry for Chin for about 6 months that i never watch movie or K-box with her.. Sorry..
3. I no need to stay at home when we are not going out together. And i also no need to train myself to be a loner.
4. I can act cute. being weird, sing song, laugh out loud, in the public. That's me!!!
5. I can have tattoos and piercing all over my body as i wish. Maybe i won't be able to get married because of my tattoo and piercing, but still, i think it's worth it. I really enjoy the pain that i gain from that. I believe there will the one who will understand the feeling.
6. Without a boyfriend, i no need to force myself to do something that he want me to do but i'm not willing to do..
Anyway, here's something that its mature enough for me to say that, if your boyfriend ask you to blowjob for him, maybe here have some tips for you to handle your boyfriend. Tell him: Try to blowjob other guys... then if you like the taste, i'll do that for you. ( if the boyfriend tried and say he like it, then you should ask him to do so everytime. It also mean your boyfriend is a pervert!!!) hahaha... We should let guys know how we feel, so that they will understand how we feel.
And last but not least, I WANT A CAMERA!!!
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