14. 09. 2009 - 25.09. 2009 == My attachment to Institute of Mental Health, IMH. And guess where it's located.. It's at Hougang. H-o-u-g-a-n-g.... That is the last place that i want to go. Luckily, bus 88 never pass by the route that i used to take. Not very big deal but still i don't like the feeling. Not good. It reminds me about him. Sian.. I bet he's leading a good free life now. And i know he will have a new girlfriend soon because i know his family will arrange for him. That's his "dear" family which is one of the reason why we break up. Like i know everything but actually is I know nothing about him.. But there is 1 thing that i know.. i still cannot forget him..
Let's talk about IMH. I was placed in male ward, ward 33A. Quite creepy.. male some more.. I think I'll be very caution at all time when I'm in the ward. I'm angry with Shuang Shuang today when we were oriented by Mr. Ibrahim. When Mr. Ibrahim was interviewing a patient, some of the curious male patient were standing behind us. Mr. Ibrahim was warned us before not to let patient to stand behind us. And Leo gave me some eye contact and asked us to move to his side. I asked Shuang Shuang to go to his side but she refused. And she said standing here will do. I don't know why I was quite upset and angry when she refused to go there. Is it because I was wanted to protect her or... I really don't know. Even I was thinking tomorrow I want to ask some of the male students to look after Shuang Shuang because I can't trust Sherley. Maybe I shouldn't be so judgemental. But the insticnt is there.
And I brought a new camera during the Comex IT fair. It's pink colour. OMG.. pink.. I think i like pink now. And guess what? Chin also brought the same camera like mine, pink some more. I remember that she told me she want to buy the camera in December. When the promoter was promoting the camera, I can feel that Chin also want to buy. Again.. insticnt.. haiz.. how long can i trust my insticnt? I had no idea. Hahaha..
Anyway, I hope all my friends all the best during our attachment in IMH.. And take care.. And be carefull to myself too.. Because I have an insticnt that I'll face some problem with the patients there.. INSTINCT..
