Saturday, January 2, 2010

negative...

Can't sleep at this timing, because I just slept at 11pm, and wake up at 3am. Even though I'm sleeping, but my mind flies. That make me can't sleep well.

Went out with him on 1/1/ 2010. To M'sia. Accidentally met Cindy and her bf. It wasn't good, because I don't like her at all, but yet, still need to say HI..

Just like had a sweet dream for the whole day. It was turned up side down when I asked a stupid question and it was not answered. I hope the feeling to me is true, hoping all the feeling was down to earth, so that I won't think all the negative things about myself.

Indah said, don't ask too much, you're chasing him away. Like it or not, don't bother. How can I don't bother? Only if I'm that cheap, I will not bother.

Maybe, I'm really that cheap after all.. please help me stay strong...
Maybe after this, I'm really gonna turned myself to a boyish girl..

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