Things that can make me happy:
#1 money.. hahahah.. only that can really make me happy!!!
#2 sleep with my mom
And can you believe that I actually cried 3 times today?? Yet, Huali, Shuangshuang and Wang Min thought I was acting..
Quite a long time I didn't cry. I wanted to cry these few days but I tried my best not to. But now, I can't hold my tears anymore.
Reason? Probably is I don't have money anymore, the work place sucks. And maybe it's because I felt tired already.
Plus these few days, lectures that we learned all about gerontology --> elderly. How they were not well taken care of...
And at that time being, I thought of my mom.. i missed her a lot.. I hope when she get old, i had a chance to take a good care of her.
Just now I browse through all my pictures in Facebook. I recalled all the pictures that i took, where, when, with who, and all i can remember are those sweet memories.. And I felt much more better now.. As in, I had a good life now..although I don't have extra money to do extra things, but I still can buy myself a lunch and dinner... maybe I should compare myself with those children who want to work but don't even have an opportunity to work, I'm far away too pampered... Shouldn't give up easily...
Perhaps, I just not easy to satisfied with what I have right now.. I want more...
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