PRCP still left with 5 weeks. Suppose to be happy with this, but started to worry about my future. Which pathway should i go for my career. I counted the salary that i have to earn each month, at least $1600 to cover most of my monthly expenses. I'm really worried because I want to support my family and pay for my own daily expenses. These worries will resolve if i decided to work in the ward, but I really don't want to.
Will I find a job that I really want? Or i'll have to end up with daily ward routine? I know I'm not a passionate person, no motivation to update myself. All i want is a normal calm, safe life to be. Sounds so useless right?? I'm not really enjoy life that is too dramatic. I'm so scared and phobia to extreme life changes. Perhaps I'm too old (mental).
Well, what can i do?? What can i choose?? Salary? Or life that i want which i assume will make me feel much more happier??? I had no idea. Not a single dot...
Depression overwhelmed me again... luckily i still have Andrew, a guy who always msg with me and keep me accompany whenever I really need some one to talk to. I do appreciate that... thx!!
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