Today is the 2nd day of lunar month in 2011. And I had been sick for the past 2 days. Well, i never sick for so long but i'm so fortunate to be sick on Chinese New Year!!
This ain't happy at all. I had a presentation to be done on next monday. And i had no clue on how to start it..
Not to complain but i realize that my life is damn full with lots of painful lessons and so unlucky.. Lucky things never happened to me.. perhaps somewhere went wrong and perhaps it's due to my personality that always so pessimistic...
Sometimes i'm just so tired on trying and trying again.. Why?? I felt so lonely even though friends always tell me that they're always be with me... but i felt alone most of the time..
I just don't understand what had went wrong with me, my life and everything..
I hate myself.. especially when i gave up easily... to me, current life is so meaningless... not even my family... for now....
I hate my life.. but i have to go through it... am i right??
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