Dear Wan and Justin:
I had a thought about the 2 of you. Whenever you guys messaged me, it indicates a few things.
1. You guys need sex.
2. You guys wanted to have fun.
3. You guys are bored and can't find any girl who is much more dumb dumb than i am.
As a conclusion, you guys went out with me with only 1 motive, get laid!!
No matter what you guys told me,
"i love you"
"i miss you"
"i think you're the girl that i'm looking for."
"i like you because you're straight forward" This sentence sounds fucking good because it's also simply means "you're also straight forward to the bed in a hotel room"
Please stop telling me that "I'm looking for a girl who i can spend the rest of my time with, i want a serious relationship, fuck buddy aint what i'm looking for..."
All these are fucking bullshits!! These only means " I'm looking for a girl who i can fuck with whenever i need a hole to put my penis into it, fuck buddy aint what i'm looking for because i want a woman whom i can seek for some warmth and call her a wife..."
Perhaps i'm wrong.. but interpret all these into a dirty stuffs seems make myself feel better and i think i just cant stop building up fire wall to protect my heart...
I was wondering: Will i ever fall in love again? Why am i still here, living?
Dharma teaches us to appreciate, i do want to do so.. believe me... i really do.. but whenever things come to guys, i'm fucking lost... sometimes, we don't just live for a man-woman love, but friendship, family, work...
But the sad thing is these 3 things add up also cant be compared with man-woman love... Am i right?
God knows the best for me...
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